bLACKED HeArT

I am totally lost with no hopes no life,
yes I am not alive, I just do exist,
everyday I struggle with myself
to get a life
where I can hold myself
without water in my eyes and guilt in my heart,
I tried every bit to search a life
and found myself dead
I left hope, I stopped running behind dreams
I am not looser,
I am not coward,
just lost somewhere...❤❤❤

                      ~Sneha